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The Universal Plan |
What does it mean when the Universe changes your plans and brings you into a place you were too afraid to go to? How do you make sense of where you are when it appears to be so different from what you foresaw or even from what you had imagined? How do you learn to let go and to trust that what is happening is actually the best option for you? I suppose the only thing left for you to do in a time like this, is to be still and accept, and hell that just isn’t that easy to do. Now as many of you reading this may know, I am known for my ability to connect and to listen; so you can only imagine how much a change of plans actually derailed me. Let me take you back in time so that I can paint the picture a little for you. It all starts way back when we moved into Palliser Road and that house became synonymous with emotional healing for us. It was here that I finally ventured out into a full-time practice and also here that I learnt to feel secure in my environment. That soon became even more evident when I planted roots so deep within that soil that only a mighty shaking would uproot me. This would become my sanctuary space, that space that welcomed me and where I learnt to reach beyond this world into higher dimensions. I learnt to become that Soul Alchemist I am today in that home and I loved that time of walking with higher beings and the ease of association with all that is divine. But I also became stuck and rigid and that is really not conducive to higher energy, so little by little Spirit starting talking to me about uprooting my life and moving on. I may think I am open but in truth I am not always willing to do that so the messages became louder and louder until there was literally no more room to manoeuvre and so my family and I spoke about what it was we wanted and where we would like to take our businesses and lives. Many a day and night passed as we wanted to make sure that we fulfilled all the desires of all 3 very different energies and businesses. From Jâree’s art school and space for him to do art, to Mijaelle’s music school with dreams of offering open mic nights and having a place where she can create music without disturbing anyone, to my practicing, business work as well as training and teaching. A tall order and rightly so and added to that had to be our love of nature and wanting to commune with Spirit so the energies had to align too. It soon became apparent that we wanted to buy a home and that we were ready to invest as a tri-part partnership as both my children have grown and developed to the place where they can actually see their lives yielding what they previously only dreamt of. And so, the hunt began and as anyone knows when it comes to buying a home, you find one thing you like and 2 you don’t so you have to keep looking. In the spirit of compromise, we saw a home that sort of fitted and we said yes to it. No amount of believing or acting would move on this and the home was sold to someone else leaving us with the problem of needing to be out of our home in 2,5 months, without any idea where we were going to end up. I wasn’t freaked out at this stage as I felt Spirit had shown me what was happening and so I resigned myself to the fact that there was a better option for us. A month later I found what I thought had to be the house as the land was exquisite and my shaman’s heart felt like it could come home there. Notwithstanding the incredible land, some things were rankling but I consciously turned a blind eye to them. I really believed it was all systems go when our offer was accepted and we then started that application of funding.
The day I heard that it wasn’t going to work, I wept as I felt that I had lost a vital part of my being. I questioned how I couldn’t have foreseen this and doubted my ability as a healer and teacher. I questioned my entire life and allowed my ever-present huge fear, that my life has no purpose or meaning, smack me six ways from Sunday and for an entire day, I crawled into my great big pity party. Fortunately, I am generally awoken by Spirit early in the morning and so the next morning like clockwork, I was woken up at 4 and asked what the F$@k I thought I was doing. Maybe not in those exact words but pretty close. As Spirit hauled me before my council and I was reminded that even when it looks like all hell is breaking loose, I need only hold onto the rope given to me and I would be brought through to the other side. So, I got onto the private property site and went looking for a house to rent, but only after stipulating all I needed it to provide. Found one, called the agent arranged to see it that day and after viewing made an offer, was accepted and we moved in 2 weeks later. Now that is a huge landslide victory as this house has more than we could have imagined but the miracle isn’t in that only, for you see my daughter met the owner and fell in love and is dating him. Her heart’s desire brought us here as they would never ever have met each other. Aside from this huge fact, her business also has all the space she wanted too. As for Jâree; his art studio is freaking amazing and he is loving it and his business is growing in leaps and bounds as a result. So, what of my life, I have a practice that people tell me feels even lovelier than the previous one. My office is right alongside and I have a room for teaching meditation and a huge huge training room for all my courses and Mijaelle’s open mic nights. We are in the right place and we couldn’t have seen it. If you had told us this is where we would be living, we would have laughed at you as we couldn’t see it. We thought the plans was simple but instead we needed to stopover in this location and then gear ourselves up to build the lovely ultimate dwelling we all desire. A place that would accommodate all three of our future families, (I do want grandchildren one day) as well as afford all of us the space to work comfortably. A place we call Wakan Tanka. As I am writing this article, I can feel all the gratitude for all that Source is in my life for I feel so alive and so cared for and I sense that higher plans are unfolding little by little and I am learning to trust in the unknown again. I am very emotional and I should be as we have been moved into such a divine place where I sleep without incident, where I lie in my bedroom and look out at the treetops and hear the birds chirping. I am in my temporary home and my nomadic being is overjoyed by it. I am dreaming dreams and opening to new possibilities that I might not have strategically envisioned and allowing the Universe to reveal its glorious plans and purposes to me. Everything I placed in my vortex is coming into manifested reality and I have been looking back over my writing and heart’s desires of 12 years ago, and things I had forgotten about are lining up beautifully. I have a very deeper understanding of the Law of Attraction now and am going to teach on this as we get so stuck when we try and make it work. Living a yielded life serves you way more. So, in conclusion, I am blessed beyond my wildest dreams and I did nothing to get here. Hope to show you how easy this actually is.
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